Dance with me....

Bring your hand, let me hold you
give me your heart let me go through....
like a book...peruse every word, every sentence...
with you...promising to hold every word in remembrance.

Dance with me...
Hold my heart, listen to its heartbeat...
lean into my arms so that you can cushion it,
take in each moment like it is your last
let yourself go...just have a blast.

Dance with me..
Let my love engulf you..
let me hold your heart as you hold mine,
dine with me, play with me...let this be true
beautiful....i can't believe that you are mine.

Dance with me....
Elated by the joy that you bring in my life,
so tender, so loving, so caring...brings me alive.
every moment defining what we have become
almost feel like we have become one...

Dance with me...
Let me be the one that your heart seeks
like an ensemble, let our hearts come together
our highs and lows made better by ourselves
for real!!!...i just want you to myself..

Dance with me...
My heart not selfish...wanting you..needing you
construing a desire that drives me near you
let our souls unite with passion that runs through...

Please....will you give me the pleasure and Dance with me..

My random thought

Like sand filtering through the hour glass
so my body sifts through everyday life like a mass
Like mystery through manner, manner through mystery
so my thoughts stay inclined with me
Like a baby who is just from being born
so my heart lies, so clueless so torn

Like a fire blazing its flame
so i seek to make my name using my game...
Like coal grounded within the earth, so hot
so my emotions stay locked within...like a knot.
Like a wave surging through the ocean waters
so do the thoughts in my head keep making my mind...alter

Like a sunflower following every movement of the sun
so i follow my dreams and dare them to be....
like a coffin, buried six feet within the earth
so my life has been...trying to bury my past, ever since birth....

Like the sunrise that morning gives away
so does my life begin....a new chapter everyday..
Like a gaze into a beautiful woman's eyes
so will her body..deceive you into believing her lies
Like a dark cloud hanging in the sky
so do the regrets negate my attitudes...often finding asking myself why..
yet like a clarity brought about by a crystal
so my life paints for me.... a beautiful canvas it continues to use
the only thing i brace for is the symbol.....

MY BATTLE.

Its benevolence stares at me
its demeaning nature taunting me
shadowing me as if to haunt
what is left, giving rise to a dilemma.

Its beautiful nature once ensnared me,
the seductive propensity controlling every fibre of my being
the alluring look that it holds blinding
never minding that its taste binding and defining every sense of sweetness giving rise to confusion...

the sensuality that forthcomes with it entangling,
a web of conscious fatality that is hidden behind what it defines,
my mind telling me to get away, but my body yelling for me to stay...
which way will i sway i ask...
giving rise to contradiction.

Interdiction...mind profusion...I cant handle the confusion!!
I'm yelling from the inside, burning on the outside,
caught in between a balancing act,
choosing between desire and ethical technicality,
but what i need is the right tact.

Fact...if i choose desire it may satisfy my craving that keeps growing higher but yet so...
leave me in a quagmire,
if i follow my conscience do what is right, i just might escape with what is my life but lose out on what could be satisfaction in its entire...
...enquire...why not? I'm walking through the fire, delicately holding on to a very thin wire...

I want to leave, want to quit but often i find myself falling onto a path that i seem to struggle on, yet an easier path lies that i can throttle on...bottle up...my feelings...no battle up and win this, will I?
through my...determination? or will it through its vindication, a battle that construes an enigma,
one that proves to emanate with vigour,
so sit tight with me, and watch this keenly... 

I still stand

I sit here dazzled by the epitomies of life, anchoring onto the only light of hope that comes forth...
forgetting and getting deep out of the claws of strife but it keeps getting hard....its dark and am trying to flap my wings like a moth...relate
of what lies ahead i know not of, wide straight paths that lead to no particular direction, my heart..unruly disturbed by the conscientious facts of cascades that seem to hinder my constant struggle of steps focused on yonder....
Hit blow after blow of catastrophic setbacks that know not of mercy, seeking to tear down my will to fight, blurring my sight, holding my legs down...pinned dead on the floor...i cant seem to take flight
Yet i am expected to keep a fight,sink down...search myself for a little glimmer of strength, for a minute forget that i am a sinner with debt, raise my inner expectations with set exceptions that simmer my inner being with bits of strength each moment.....yet funny how they get swallowed whole by the rings of fire that consume burning up everything within, tearing down my terraces of a will to forge on....,
But yet the fortress that i lean on proves stronger, enhances my life with new moments, new beginnings, my ray of sunshine in my dark valley, in the dark alley...i walk not in fear of what the dark place holds for me, i stand tall in the hope of what my fortress protects me from...in the surety that it will keep me from being torn, in the certainty that with it very little goes wrong so i will stand firm among....my dark place because he my fortress has set the pace....so i just rest.